Over the past several weeks I have been thinking about the future in terms of job opportunities, ministry, and family. Even though I know God is in control I tend to "worry" about how everything will end up. I hate to use the word "worry" because of the negative connotation. However, I have to be honest and realize many times worrying has become my default.
There are so many wonderful things I want to do. There are so many people I want to touch. It is easy to get overwhelmed by trying to do too many things at one time. Worst is getting so overwhelmed that I do not do anything at all. I find worry creeping in telling me that I am not good enough, no one wants to hear what I have to say, or even telling me to wait until everything is perfect before doing anything.
However when I'm at a low point God always puts me in a situation where my passion comes alive, and I realize I am valuable to the kingdom. God does not want me to worry about the future because He holds the future in His hands. He predestined me to be here at this specific time in history and already knows what He has for me to accomplish in this life.
Matthew 6:33-34 states, "but seek first His kingdom and His righteousness, and all these things will be added to you. So do not worry about tomorrow; for tomorrow will care for itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own." As I reflect on this verse I'm reminded that the times I worry the most are the times I am not seeking Him FIRST.
Lets stay committed to building our relationship with God. We need to listen to His promptings and stay in His word. He will continue to guide our steps and keep us from worrying about the future. We have to let go and let God have His way in our lives. For someone like me and probably many of you, worrying could appear to be our default. How about we surrender everything to God and watch what He will do in our lives?!
In Christ,
Alissa
